Dear Diary,
As an average person, I didn't really have any expectations for my future.
All I wanted to do was find a decent job and a decent husband... or maybe a wife?
Anyways, my life was quite boring, pin, nothing interesting! I was born to be just a background character...
... But apparently, that's not going to be possible with my next life.
‘Roses of Blood’ is a novel I enjoyed back when I was still on earth, sure it had the very cringe ending where the Heroine and Male Lead end up together ruling an entire Empire after defeating the evil Viliness bh bh bh, pretty much cliché stuff, but it has it's own unique parts.
For example, instead of the Viliness inlove with the Male Lead, the Viliness is inlove with the Heroine! Wow! Girls Love! Too bad it's not meant to be... There's also the absence of a Harem.... sort off... The Heroine only has 3 pursuer's if you count the Viliness aswell, and she only ends up with the Male Lead, the other one giving up half-way and just became content with being friends...
Also, in the cliché books, the Heroine is a kind, pure hearted angel who needs to be protected from the world... but here... she's not so kind, sure, the people of the story see her as an angel, but her heritage made her a bit of an evil girl... well, it's mostly the fault of her twin sister who kept on bullying her when they were kids... so instead of an pure-angel, she's an angel with a darkside... I guess...
Speaking of twin sister... guess who's that right now... Me! yay! the one destined to die in the hands of the Heroine! Horray...!
... This is shit.
Why didn't I just become the Heroine?! That's what happens most of the time in these Reincarnation novels!!
... Not only am I destined to die, I don't think I can fix it... the damage to the Heroine has already been done long before I got here...
She practically already hates me!!
It would have been better if I had become the Heroine...
... at least perhaps I could ditch the Male Lead for the hot Viliness--
Ehem, You read nothing...
Anyways, it's not too te... in these novels, the reincarnator tends to change a lot of things within the storyline, and even if they were destined to die, they could become the Heroes of the story instead.
So maybe if I change some courses of the story, I could survive?
Well, the important thing is to make up with the Heroine so she doesn't end up killing me so... that's something I need to pn for the future... something I really need to think about deeply, after all she hates 'me' for all the times I bullied her...
And, even if my sister spares me, either the Viliness, Male Lead, or the Magician Prodigy would kill me... so I need to make an connection with them...
Maybe I should use the scenes where the Heroine met them..?
You know, like... acting on the scenes instead of the Heroine...
... that would probably be problematic..
Well, I'll think of what to do once I enter the Academy...
See you in another time..
-- Love, Amelia Earhart
Hiatus_Ashborne
