The same old streets, the same old city. Everything has been the same for quite some time, I've started wondering if it'll ever change. Growing numb to the passing of time has been a quite sad experience for my sense of humor, not that I was hilarious or anything, but I could still get some good laughs from my few friends. Now I can't even laught to myself.
Double majoring in Design and Marketing, a terrible idea my parents said. They were right, just not in the way they said I'd not be able to handle both at the same time, but that I'd find it so boring that work would be so dull I'd rather walk dogs for a living, should have definitely made Dog Walking my major.
I sigh as I realized there's nothing I can do about it, at least not currently. I can't just change what I've been doing for 5 years just because I want to, I still have to help my parents who are in a pinch for trusting the wrong person with their money.
Now, back to present. I stop myself from sighing again as I've been trying to be more positive about life recently, but the never changing nature of my life ever since I graduated has been making it really difficult. Not a surprising thing as I have hated doing repetitive work if I don't see any improvement, which is quite obvious as I have barely gained any new thing to do in the past half decade, having as exceptions some self study about my respective majors. My train of thought is immediately interrupted as a light blue window hazes in front of me, gradually becoming clearer to sight, it's content makes me think if I am hallucinating after playing so many RPGs in my free hours, but chose to ignore the possibility that I'm going crazy when I read the second half of the text box.
What is the most important thing in life? What a philosofical question, my mind works faster than ever to answer the question that will probably change everything I know, for better or for worse. After precisely ten seconds I utter the answer that shall set my path apart from everyone else.
"Liberty, the power and or strength to act as one pleases. The thing that I crave the most is Liberty"
I instantly regret what I said, but then I remember that there's nobody nearby to criticise me for my selfish desire of unrestricted power and strength. However my regret doesn't lasts long as the current window fades away and is quickly replace by another one.
When I finish reading the unbelievable words my mind feels heavy and I slowly lose my consciousness.