Hello everyone!

  I'm very sorry I hadn't posted in awhile. I was having 'economic problems'. When the 'C' shutdown happened awhile it hurt my ability to produce enough to make my writing business work. It wasn't all at once it was gradual. So I was kind of trying to figure out what to do. And a lot wasn't working to support myself. So I thought I needed to look at other things. Its also a thing that when they had those shutdowns about 60% of most small businesses were swallowed by bigger fish. So it was a thing that basically the little fish got even by the big fish. And people were just trying to make it and not everyone could. At that time I was trying to stay afloat doing whatever was avaible and I wasn't able to get things to work economically. Plus having health problems.

  So I had to take a rest.

  So it wasn't that I didn't want to write. I could write. I wanted to. But it was like, things weren't able to support me for awhile when before it was thriving and successful. Before those C shutdowns it was like everything was working. But then when the shutdowns happening I could just see by the day that the markets were slowing to a crawl. And so a lot of people were struggling.

  But its a thing, that in western culture, there's this silly idea where they think you aren't supposed to admit you have problems. And you are supposed to pretend to be this mighty strong man. I think that's kind of silly. You see you learn more when you are honest and other people are going through the same thing, so if you actually talk to each other you can figure it out faster. But so many people have this pride thing... they think you aren't supposed to talk about certain things. But that doesn't help anyone.

  Anyway, its very telling how much of small business was swallowed by bigger fish in this economic turbulence. That's not health for countries. Your economy can't only be government jobs and mega corporations. Partly because the big fish don't really like to share and they only want elite workers...

  <<< BASICALLY, I WILL POST A CHAPTER TODAY. >>>

  I'm going to try very hard, even harder than before. Thanks for being patient with me.

  Thanks for your notes and sending me uplifting messages. And yes I'm going to flood this pce with more chapters!