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4. Is it still called love?

  [Scene: The room is dim, lit only by a flickering candle. Shadows slither across the walls. The Unknown Lover sits across from the Unknown Man, his eyes distant. The air between them is thick with tension.]

  Unknown Man:

  “You’ve never told me what really happened… when she died.”

  Unknown Lover:

  “Do you think I haven’t tried to forget? That I don’t relive it every night?”

  Unknown Man:

  “But it wasn’t just death, was it? Something else happened. She came back, didn’t she?”

  Unknown Lover:

  [They look away, voice heavy with grief.]

  “She didn’t come back. Not really. Something came back in her place.”

  Unknown Man:

  “Are you sure? If yes, what was it then?”

  Unknown Lover:

  “I don’t know. I don’t know what it was… but it wasn’t her. It looked like her, spoke like her. It even knew things only she knew, but… it wasn’t her.”

  [The Unknown lover's hands tremble slightly as they speak.]

  “It was something wearing her face, pretending. Trying to be her.”

  Unknown Man:

  “But was it dangerous?”

  Unknown Lover:

  “No… not in the way you think. It wasn’t violent or cruel. It was… almost kind. But it wasn’t her. I couldn’t feel her in it, no matter how hard I tried.”

  Unknown Man:

  [Softly]

  “It still cared for you till the end, didn’t it?”

  Unknown Lover:

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  [He hesitates, staring into the flickering candle.]

  “Yes… or at least, it thought it did. It knew the way she loved me, remembered everything. But it wasn’t the same. There was something off, something hollow behind the way it looked at me.”

  [His voice drops to a whisper.]

  “I could feel the absence of her. Every moment with it… reminded me of her loss.”

  Unknown Man:

  “So you knew, deep down, that she was truly gone and still...”

  Unknown Lover:

  “Yes. Even though it had her voice, her memories… it wasn’t her heart but...”

  [He close their eyes, and his voice lowers as if reciting a memory he can never break free from.]

  “Oh, your beautiful face at Death’s own rite,

  Cold corpse as you were, in woods deep.

  A sinister slither near your crimson heap,

  Creaking bones, stiffened muscles of your last sleep.”

  [The Unknown Man leans forward, listening intently as the Unknown Lover continues in a broken, distant tone; which to be fair he would never be able to understand.]

  Unknown Lover:

  “The frogs croaked in panicked repetition,

  The insects chittered in agitation.

  With a delayed thump of heart,

  Life came back, to old end new start.”

  Unknown Man:

  “But it wasn’t really life, was it?”

  Unknown Lover:

  “No… it was something else entirely. It moved like her, but her spirit was gone. Whatever was left… it was just an echo.”

  [He pause, as if the truth is too much to for him bear.]

  “I could see it wasn’t her, but something trying desperately to be her.”

  Unknown Man:

  “And you couldn’t love it, could you?”

  Unknown Lover:

  “I wanted to. But I couldn’t. No matter how much I tried to believe she was back, I knew… it wasn’t her anymore. Just a shadow of who she was.”

  [He lower their voice, almost a whisper.]

  “But the vigorous life was yours no more,

  For it has taken over, your mind and your soul.

  Unknown its origin, unknown its goals,

  Unknown its reason to choose such a role.”

  [A long silence fills the room as they both sit by each other, not one daring to speak first.]

  Unknown Man:

  “It still felt something though. If it had her memories, her feelings… was it still love?”

  Unknown Lover:

  [He looks up, his voice strained, as if he have asked himself this question thousand times.]

  “I don’t know. It felt like love, but without her, can you even call it that? If it’s not her, how can it be the same?”

  Unknown Man:

  “Is it still called love?”

  Unknown Lover:

  “That’s what I’ve been asking myself every day.”

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