(I want to die this world is so cruel

  After I jumped in the river

  It was a total mistake I jump into the river

  But I didn't die the cost is insane pain

  And my vocal cord is broken I can't shout

  Even thinking is so hard the pain didn't change

  I can't breathe and my skin is turning violet

  That moment I didn't want to die it's always

  Regretting in the end

  I didn't die and the pain is gone but before that

  Where am I

  It's totally a Forrest was I drifted in the river

  No no that impossible because I didn't have

  Any wound and this is not a river this is a

  Lake it's impossible to know if I just sit here

  I want to eat but why is my skin is different

  And I didn't have a muscle

  Where are my muscles go

  No where are you my muscles I work

  So hard to acquire I'm so embarrassed, (growling) it's seems that I need to eat first

  I want acquire any food as fast as possible

  Because I need the necessary energy to move

  Why do I feel stronger even though I didn't

  Have any muscle (the type of the guy that always rely on his muscles)

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  I want to go fishing for now

  But it's seems that will be hard because it's so

  Clear and there's no fish or any living being

  But what's that there's seems something

  Floating no it's not floating but walking

  Walking towards me

  It's a what's that it's feel like I'm in love

  Did It just seduce me

  But did I see her somewhere huh

  An ache in my heart has triggered

  The memories of when I was In the oceans

  I was in love in the certain mermaid

  And I was a merman but she just disappeared

  Without a trace I tried searching for her in the

  Result I invented a magical potion

  That can turn anyone who drink it

  Into human but the cost is i cannot

  Transform back in my original form

  I become a wonderer after I found a town

  I registered as an adventurer

  And I heard some rumours say that they

  See a mermaid in the house on the Nobel

  Man after that it been auction after the winner

  Stated that he no longer need her

  He trotw her in the lake but no one knew

  Where that lake is

  After that I accepted a quest to gather a herbs

  As a reason it's stated that it doesn't have a

  Time limit and only an d rank adventurer

  Qualified to accept them

  I wonder in the forest for more than a week's

  But I didn't find it and that cut the connection

  That's all I remember

  But it's seems that the rumours say that

  she's in the brink of dying

  She have exactly that characteristics after I confirm the rumours is true I want head

  Back but something is using my mouth

  And saying(me) (who are you what the hell did you do To me In the angry tone(aeter )

  And keep talking so fast that I didn't catch up to what his saying

  I simply said that's exactly what I was

  Going to ask you but I seems that it's useless if

  You just keep blabbing like that I want to talk too I'm thinking wait did he just understand

  Me, (it's seems that even thinking is connected

  To them somehow)

  I didn't mind it when he's blabbling but why the hell he's trying to control my body it's seems that we need to resolve this if not this going to take a while before it's subdued

  I want to rest in peace to, certainly but why

  The pale mermaid is approaching

  And saying strange words that I didn't even know but it's seems that the circumstances

  Is cannot be avoided I'm thinking, that's it

  Hey you do the talking and I'm doing the walking he's seems quiet for a moment

  I shiver run down through my spine

  I glanced upon the pale mermaid her eyes

  Is sharp it's like a countless pin is piercing me

  The next (person inside me started talking) who are you he's said(aeter)( he been hoping to meet her but it's seems that's the wrong one)

  (I seems you didn't change aeter your always

  Suspicious of me (in a cold voice)(mermaid)

  Your not her who the hell are you (aeter)

  (You don't need to be suspicious of me I was the same as always (in a threatening voice)(mermaid)

  I just glace at her but it's seems she's looking

  At he in a suspicious way and saying(who are you (in a different voice(the mermaid)

  (I'm the same as always)(aeter)

  I not talking to you i was talking to him(mermaid)

  I wasn't certain how is that possible it's seems

  That she have the same circumstances as me

  But I didn't think too much because there's something in this world is better not knowing

  At all (me)