Do you know what’s funny?

  It's funny how I predicted that you were going

  to pop -up that question that killed me so deeply.

  I knew the answer to it yet why did it hurt so bad,

  That I had a panic attack right after it.

  I knew deep down in me that you were going to

  be disgusted by it.

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  By even the idea of it coming to reality, yet

  I believe that you would have a different reaction to it

  Something that can reassure me but no.

  I stabbed myself with that response and now

  I will learn from it

  I will learn that not everyone sees me as a person,

  Not the way that I see myself.